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Whats with me, [Dec. 17th, 2009|10:20 pm]
[Current Mood | stressed]
[Current Music |Stupid In Love - Rihanna]

 
Guess thats what made me dumb, the word Love.
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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2009|11:28 pm]
[Current Mood | groggy]
[Current Music |Stupid In Love - Rihanna]

Stupid in love
Oh
Stupid in love

Let me tell you something
Never have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life
I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right

So I made it
Even though Katy
Told me this would be nothing
But a waste of time
And she was right


Dont understand it
Blood on your hands
And still you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why


This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like Im stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

My new nickname
Is you idiot
(Such an idiot)
Thats what my friends
Are calling me when
They see me yelling
Into my
Phone

They tell me let go
He is not the one
I thought I saw your potential
Guess thats what made me dumb
He don't want it
Not like you want it
Scheming and cheating
Oh girl, why do you
Waste your time
You know he aint right

Telling me this
I don't wanna listen
But you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

Trying to make this work
But you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep
Holding on
But the dunce cap is off
You don't know what you lost
And you wont realize
Till I'm gone, gone, gone
That I was the one
Which one of us
Is really done

Ooh
No
No
No
I'm not stupid in love

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid
In love
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The truth is, [Dec. 15th, 2009|10:03 pm]
[Current Mood | stressed]

human beings, arent they just weird?
we can talk all day abt someone, advicing them on what to do but when it hits on you,
you get lost, not knowing what to do.
you may behave in this manner for sometime,
but when another matter occurs,
your behaviour changes.
its like when you got interested in someone,
as time passes by,
the feelings may change, either due to new interests so some negative thoughts that everyone wld definitely have.
the promises, everything would seem like a joke right frm the start.
friendships, love, just everything.
when it ends,
anyone wld question it and ask was it even true frm the start,
no one really knows.
sometimes, you rather not know what exactly happened which was the truth,
the truth that would hurt no matter how you try to shield yourself frm it,
& then you try to be oblivious and stay ignorant to it,
then you realise that you cant,
because it would keep running into your mind making your brain cells work,
you just kept thinking and wondering.
contradicting , perhaps.
everyone is, no one isnt.
dont you dare not admit . (:

okay, i admit i miss you like now.

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Last, [Dec. 14th, 2009|09:43 pm]
[Current Mood | okay]
[Current Music |Battlefield- Jordin Sparks]

dont let me feel that it was a mistake,
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I wna see your name on my phone screen, [Dec. 13th, 2009|08:30 pm]
[Current Mood | worried]
[Current Music |Fight for this love - Cheryl Cole]


woked up early, got ready.
bus to changi airpot, met uncle afterawhile.
walked arnd T2, got my coffeebean. (L)
back to check on uncle, his students arrived and bla.
had lunch, no just fries.
uncle and his entourage left, off to T1 for popeyes.
mash potato only, no appetite.
then back to T2, aunt drove me and mummy home.
are you still asleep.
dont make me worry kay. (L)
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